This is what Mondays feel like for me. I have no idea why, I don't need to go into work, nothing really special happens on my Mondays, I just don't like them. Oh well I will live with them I guess.
Well lets just say many things have happened since I last talk to you all. I found the school that Z-man goes too is not teaching him anything, I know that sounds harsh, but he is in the first grade for the second time and he is still at a Kinder reading level. The powers that be tested him for the supplemental reading program but he didn't qualify, tell me how that is possible. So the hubs and I resorted to outside help through Huntington Learning Centers at the cost of an arm and a leg but if it helps the Z-man then it is worth it. They evaluated him and the results were astounding. I makes me feel like I failed him somewhere along the line.
Mommy guilt through and through.
Did I not read enough to him, teach him. Ugh I hate Mommy Guilt it has been running through me all weekend. I know they always say don't compare your kids but how can you not when one kids excels and one does not. Why happen to the one, what did I do wrong. These are all the question going through my mind this week.
So readers what is your mommy guilt? and How do I combat mine?