Since I have done nothing productive today I decided to blog. I am sick in bed with a sore throat, nagging cough and a migraine. So really what do you do on those days, well I feed my addiction to fan fiction and Rob porn.
Here is a new New Moon Poster I thought I would pass along, anyone know what made them make Jasper look like that, it is just sad.
And one image to fill my Rob quota today
yes that will do it I think, my drug induced haze is back because to medicine is kicking in again, so until I see you again. I also preordered my New Moon Soundtrack from Itunes today and It gave a preview of a song by Anya Marina called Satellite Heart, it really fit with the tone I hope the movie is going to take.
and I was kinda depressed all day, I felt like crap and barely even got out of bed. Why should I feel depressed, I have a good life, I have a great husband, 2 great boys, hope for a promising career (when I finish school), great friends so why should I be depressed about turning 37. Is it because I have no direction, no motivation, no desire, it is the way I feel sometimes. Maybe this is all just related to the depressing weather, rainy cloudy days always depress me and it has been very "Forksy" out lately. Hopefully I will snap out of it...soon.
GIVE me the splendid silent sun, with all his beams full-dazzling;
Give me juicy autumnal fruit, ripe and red from the orchard;
Give me a field where the unmow'd grass grows;
Give me an arbor, give me the trellis'd grape;
Give me fresh corn and wheat--give me serene-moving animals, teaching
content;
Give me nights perfectly quiet, as on high plateaus west of the
Mississippi, and I looking up at the stars;
Give me odorous at sunrise a garden of beautiful flowers, where I can
walk undisturb'd;
Give me for marriage a sweet-breath'd woman, of whom I should never
tire;
Give me a perfect child--give me, away, aside from the noise of the
world, a rural, domestic life;
Give me to warble spontaneous songs, reliev'd, recluse by myself, for
my own ears only;
Give me solitude--give me Nature--give me again, O Nature, your
primal sanities!
--These, demanding to have them, (tired with ceaseless excitement,
and rack'd by the war-strife;)
These to procure, incessantly asking, rising in cries from my heart,
While yet incessantly asking, still I adhere to my city;
Day upon day, and year upon year, O city, walking your streets,
Where you hold me enchain'd a certain time, refusing to give me up;
Yet giving to make me glutted, enrich'd of soul--you give me forever
faces;
(O I see what I sought to escape, confronting, reversing my cries;
I see my own soul trampling down what it ask'd for.)
Keep your splendid, silent sun;
Keep your woods, O Nature, and the quiet places by the woods;
Keep your fields of clover and timothy, and your corn-fields and
orchards;
Keep the blossoming buckwheat fields, where the Ninth-month bees hum;
Give me faces and streets! give me these phantoms incessant and
endless along the trottoirs!
Give me interminable eyes! give me women! give me comrades and lovers
by the thousand!
Let me see new ones every day! let me hold new ones by the hand every
day!
Give me such shows! give me the streets of Manhattan!
Give me Broadway, with the soldiers marching--give me the sound of
the trumpets and drums!
(The soldiers in companies or regiments--some, starting away, flush'd
and reckless;
Some, their time up, returning, with thinn'd ranks--young, yet very
old, worn, marching, noticing nothing;)
--Give me the shores and the wharves heavy-fringed with the black
ships!
O such for me! O an intense life! O full to repletion, and varied!
The life of the theatre, bar-room, huge hotel, for me!
The saloon of the steamer! the crowded excursion for me! the torch-
light procession!
The dense brigade, bound for the war, with high piled military wagons
following;
People, endless, streaming, with strong voices, passions, pageants;
Manhattan streets, with their powerful throbs, with the beating
drums, as now;
The endless and noisy chorus, the rustle and clank of muskets, (even
the sight of the wounded;)
Manhattan crowds, with their turbulent musical chorus--with varied
chorus, and light of the sparkling eyes;
Manhattan faces and eyes forever for me.
Walt Whitman (1819-1892)
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Quote of the Day:
I really feel that today, I had a great weekend with friends to celebrate my birthday, I hope they had a great time too. It is wonderful to have friends you can count on, talk to and bitch to. You know who you are and I love ya. I also have to say that I am too old to get drunk, I don't like to feel icky all day after, only drinking in moderation for now on.
Ok I just downloaded Muse's The Resistance off Itunes and It is really good, very eclectic which they do really well. Here is a You Tube video of the first release from the album it is awesome
I think I might need to include them on my British Hottie thursdays. They are going to be at Cowboys Stadium in Arlington on the 12th of October, wish I could go.
Ok, I just got thought taking a Biology test and I predict it will be an epic failure. My brain went abso-fuckin-lutely numb. I guess I could blame myself but really why would I do that, just because I would rather read fan Fiction than study, I blame my cool professor, for putting 75 MF'in confusing muliple choice question, 5 essays question and 30 matching mind fuck question to confuse even the best Bio Scholars. I guess I am living in a fantasy world or my fantasy world is taking over because I thought this class was going to be a breeze, I should know this stuff I took 4 freaking years of Science in High School, 2 bio, 2 Chemistry, I even took Bio the first time I went to college, so why don't I know this stuff, is it because I am getting older and my brain can no longer take all the information. Ugh, this is so frustrating, I really did study for this test and it irks me that test taking gets to me like it does, I even prayed to the test taking gods for me to remember this stuff when I sat down and looked at the 6 pages (front and back) of mind numbing ( I was about to use the "F" word again but decided against it text. Ok so now back to my brain meltdown.
Now I would like to go back to the wonderful world of fan fiction so I can lose myself in Edward and Jasper. I would also like to recommened one I started reading the other day called Elemental by Tallulahbelle. It is different than usual, check it out.
Oh the joy of chicken enchiladas, these are delicious and spicy, great for a Fiesta. Hope you enjoy.
Zesty Chicken Enchiladas
Serves 4
Hands-on Time: 35m
Total Time: 55m
Ingredients
* 1 tablespoon canola oil * 1 pound tomatillos (papery skins removed), chopped * 1 onion (preferably white), chopped * 1 poblano pepper, seeded and chopped * 2 cloves garlic, chopped * 3/4 teaspoon ground cumin * kosher salt and black pepper * 1 cup heavy cream * 1 2- to 2 1/2-pound rotisserie chicken, meat shredded * 1 14.5-ounce can diced tomatoes, drained * 1 1/4 cups grated Monterey Jack (5 ounces) * 8 6-inch corn tortillas * Pico de Gallo or salsa
Directions
1. Heat oven to 400° F. Heat the oil in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Add the tomatillos, onion, poblano, garlic, cumin, and 1/2 teaspoon salt. Cook, stirring occasionally, until the vegetables are tender, 10 to 12 minutes. Transfer to a food processor, add the cream, and puree.
2. In a large bowl, combine the chicken, tomatoes, 1 cup of the cheese, 1/2 cup of the tomatillo sauce, and 1/2 teaspoon each salt and pepper.
3. Warm the tortillas according to the package directions. Spread 1 cup of the remaining sauce in a 9-by-13-inch baking dish. Roll the chicken mixture in the tortillas and place them in the dish, seam-side down.
4. Top with the remaining sauce and cheese. Bake until beginning to brown, 10 to 15 minutes. Serve with Pico de Gallo.
Tip
Tomatillos resemble small green tomatoes with papery outer skins and a delicious tart flavor. Can’t find them? Try a shortcut version of the sauce by mixing a 16-ounce jar of mild green salsa with 1 cup of cream.
Nutritional Information
Calories 813; Calories From Fat 54%; Protein 55g; Carbohydrate 38g; Sugar 9g; Fiber 7g; Fat 49g; Sat Fat 24g; Calcium 378mg; Iron 4mg; Sodium 1034mg; Cholesterol 239mg
Ok most of you know that I am a procrastinator and this blog entry is a blatant form of it because I should be working on my Humanities project that is due on Tuesday but no I would rather blog and give into my Fan Fiction addiction. I am almost 37 years old, you think I should be able to prioritize but every time my inbox pops up with another chapter of one of the stories I am following (believe me there are many) I drop everything to read it. So here today I am admitting defeat and I need help. I am in need of a 12 step program. Isn't the first step always to admit you have a problem, well I do have a problem because there is homework and housework to be done and it has become very unmanageable because I can't step away from the laptop to do my f**kin' work, yep 12 loads of laundry in unmanageable. But really when someone looks like this how can you not forget to do stuff, I like living in my fantasy world it is a much better place than here, the kids aren't screaming, J's not asking what's for dinner, really isn't fantasy much better than reality.
Oh well back to reality, at least I am going out with my girls tonight for some girl talk and alcohol.
Ok so most of you know that I have a thing for good looking British males, so I am declaring Thursday British Hottie day, Yea!!! Today will go with good clean cut Simon Baker who stars on that show called the Mentalist on CBS. He has a smile that will melt your heart. There are some really nice images of him on the web. He is married and has 2 kids. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I am looking at tattoo possibilities, I have been wanting one for a while and I have narrowed down possible choices- a Compass Rose or Chinese symbol for Dream or determination. The Chinese Symbols would be less evasive but the compass roses are nicer. I have a while so I don't need to make a decision now. Which do you all like, give me some feed back.
Keeping with a British theme from last night this recipe is from another British Hottie Jamie Oliver. If you ever have a traditional English Tea service this recipe is great. Enjoy!!!
Score down the length of the vanilla bean, if using, and remove the seeds by scraping a knife down the inside of each half (keep the pod for making vanilla sugar).
Cream together the butter, powdered sugar, and salt and then rub in the flour, vanilla seeds, lemon zest, and egg yolks — you can do all this by hand or in a food processor. When the mixture looks like coarse breadcrumbs, add the cold milk or water. Pat and gently work the mixture together until you have a ball of dough, then flour it lightly and roll it into a large sausage shape — don't work the pastry too much, otherwise it will become too elastic and chewy, not flaky and short as you want it to be.
Wrap the dough in plastic wrap and place in the fridge to rest for at least an hour. Remove it from the fridge, slice it up, and line an 11-inch tart mold with the slivers. Push them together, then tidy up the sides by trimming off any excess. Place the tart mold in the freezer for an hour.
Preheat the oven to 350°F (175°C), then take the pastry out of the freezer and bake for around 15 minutes or until lightly golden. Remove from the oven, place to one side, and turn the heat down to 325°F (160°C).
Make the frangipane:.
Blitz the whole almonds in a food processor until you have a fine powder and put this into a bowl.
Now blitz the butter and sugar until light and creamy. Add this to the almonds with the lightly beaten eggs and fold in until completely mixed and smooth. Place in the fridge to firm up slightly.
Smear the jam over the bottom of the pastry shell, pour the chilled frangipane mixture on top, and sprinkle with some sliced blanched almonds. Bake the tart for about 40 minutes, or until the almond mixture has become firm and golden on the outside but is still soft in the middle.
Allow to cool for about 30 minutes and serve with crème fraîche or custard.